So I finally just gave up.
- There comes a time in one’s life where enough is enough and it’s time for a change.
But I guess I didn’t realize that so much of the trouble in my life was actually coming from me. With the benefits of therapy and legal weed, I’m finding out that making the necessary changes to me life is a tall task but one I’m totally capable of. For year, I would see a fit, healthy and smiling person like at the grocery store and just immediately hate them. Like they did something to me or kicked my dog. No, these people simply had a vibration that I wanted to emulate so much but it was buried in my subconscious. Recreational pot has helped me realize this sort of thing. I’ve just never had the confidence to reach for the stuff that I know matters to me inside. And that turns into resentment for the life I was leading. In turn, I became so negative and viewed my life as one unending problem after another. When I finally gave up, I’m lucky that my husband was there to help me get the help I needed. Neither of us would have even considered going to the cannabis store. But that’s exactly what the therapist I started seeing suggested. Along with changes to diet, exercise and setting limits on demands from others, I used legal pot. The legal pot really helped me slow down and discover my true feelings about just all the stuff in my life. And from the benefits of legal pot, the lifestyle changes and the new perspective, I’m actually getting closer to being the fit, healthy and smiling person I’ve wanted to be.