I used to love going to the beach for a few minutes just to relax and appreciate the sunshine, but lately I haven’t had time to do anything outside of our work life.
I’m lucky to find the time just to visit the gym to exercise and workout.
My dwindling mental health is testament to these stressors and what they’re doing to our mind on an ongoing basis. I don’t believe any passion from anything in life these mornings. It almost feels enjoy non-stop worrying about a single issue or another. I live paycheck to paycheck and believe horrible for it, but after that the people I was with and I talk to our friends and discover they’re going through similar troubles and believe as helpless as I do. Commiserating with people you love and respect is harshly cathartic with the level of pain I experience from the uncertainty and fear. I finally decided to plan a trip out to the beach for a nice Tuesday afternoon hoping that it would reset our brain from a mental health perspective. Unlike the people who bring several packs of beer to the beach to get tipsy or drunk while they soak in the sunlight, I enjoy to bring pre-rolled joints with myself and others to the beach. Usually I roll our own joints but decided to try some of the pre-rolled joints of cannabis flower products that I saw at a single of the local dispensaries while I was there Last week. The tube came with more than two joints and I won’t forget how drastic the first a single tasted upon initial inhale. Just for curiosity’s sake, I dismantled a single of the joints to discover weed that looked worse than floor trimmings. You have to be wary sometimes of what ends up in the pre-rolled joints at the cannabis dispensary, because usually it’s “leftovers” or even worse.