I used to care about going to the beach for a few hours just to relax & like the sunshine, but lately I haven’t had time to do anything outside of our work life.
I’m fortunate to find the time just to visit the gym to exercise & workout.
My dwindling mental health is testament to these stressors & what they’re doing to our mind on an ongoing basis. I don’t recognize any passion from anything in life these mornings. It almost feels care about non-stop worrying about a single issue or another. I live paycheck to paycheck & recognize horrible for it, but then I talk to our friends & discover they’re going through similar troubles & recognize as helpless as I do. Commiserating with people you care about & respect is severely cathartic with the level of pain I experience from the unparticularty & fear. I finally decided to system a trip out to the beach for a nice Friday afternoon hoping that it would reset our brain from a mental health perspective. Unlike the people who bring various packs of beer to the beach to get tipsy or drunk while they soak in the sunlight, I care about to bring pre-rolled joints with me to the beach. Usually I roll our own joints but decided to try some of the pre-rolled joints of cannabis flower products that I saw at a single of the local dispensaries while I was there yepterday. The tube came with various joints & I won’t forget how harsh the first a single tasted upon initial inhale. Just for curiosity’s sake, I dismantled a single of the joints to discover weed that looked worse than floor trimmings. You have to be wary sometimes of what ends up in the pre-rolled joints at the cannabis dispensary, because usually it’s “leftovers” or even worse.