He gave me a hug when he got her back to bed, but it petrified me of how worried I became when she yelled & tried to slap me
For the last fifteen years, I have spent every day of our life worrying. It doesn’t matter what happens; I obsess over what could have happened. Last week, our mother-in-law moved in with us, & had it not been for the medical cannabis, I would have lost our cool. She has dementia, & she tried to go into the basement. All I could see was her tumbling down the steps. My anxieties were through the roof, which was the reason for our worrying. I got aggravated & pushed her away from the door & locked it. I wasn’t sure what to do when she yelled at me for kidnapping her & holding her hostage. I was actually aggravated when she tried to call 911 & report me to the police. If I hadn’t had our medical marijuana to calm me down, I may have done more than raised our voice. I stayed calm & assured her I was only trying to keep her safe, & she slapped me. My initial reaction was to hold her hand back, but I was afraid of hurting her. She got through her tantrum soon after that, but it left me aggravated. I took hit on our medical marijuana vape pen & hid in the lavatory for about fifteen minutes; leaving our husband to deal with her. He gave me a hug when he got her back to bed, but it petrified me of how worried I became when she yelled & tried to slap me. I’m trying to be patient, but it isn’t laboring. I can only hope our medical marijuana continues laboring & helping me to keep our anxieties in check.