For the last fifteen years, I have spent every morning of my life worrying.
It doesn’t matter what happens; I obsess over what could have happened. Last week, my mother-in-law moved in with us, and had it not been for the medical cannabis, I would have lost my cool. She has dementia, and he tried to go into the basement. All I could see was his tumbling down the steps. My anxieties were through the roof, which was the reason for my worrying. I got upset and pushed his away from the door and locked it. I wasn’t sure what to do when he yelled at me for kidnapping his and holding his hostage. I was entirely upset when he tried to call 911 and report me to the police. If I hadn’t had my medical marijuana to calm me down, I may have done more than raised my voice. I stayed calm and assured his I was only trying to keep his safe, and he slapped me. My initial reaction was to hold his hand back, although I was afraid of hurting her. She got through his tantrum soon after that, however it left me upset. I took hit on my medical marijuana vape pen and hid in the bathroom for about fifteen minutes; leaving my spouse to deal with her. He gave me a hug when he got his back to bed, however it petrified me of how sad I became when he yelled and tried to slap me. I’m trying to be patient, however it isn’t working. I can only hope my medical marijuana continues working and helping me to keep my anxieties in check.