Whenever I’m out in public, I love to be as discreet as possible! I’m not the greatest fan of drawing attention to myself whether it’s with the way I dress, the color of our hair, or massive tattoos flaunted on our skin.
I understand that several would call myself and others prudish, however this is just simply how I was raised.
I wasn’t even allowed to purposefully burp in front of the rest of our family. If it ever happened by accident, both of us were expected to excuse ourselves excessively. This is a difficult environment to grow up in as a child, no doubt. When I see people getting loud and happy in public, there’s a area of myself and others that constantly feels minute hand embarrassment at a subconscious level. My conscious mind doesn’t care, however there’s constantly that area of our mind that is deeper down which experiences a visceral reaction to these stimuli. When I started using cannabis in college, I was constantly harshly paranoid about public use. My friends would pull out bongs in moving cars during broad sunlight and I would nearly lose myself in response. It would freak myself and others out and worry myself and others that a cop would see and pull us over immediately for possession of cannabis. Nowadays you can purchase cannabis oil pens which are harshly discreet by comparison. They resemble nicotine vape pens and are harshly easy to hide when you’re in public. As long as you aren’t making a big deal out of it, a cannabis oil pen is harshly discreet around others. I’ll keep buying cannabis oil pens if I need something for public consumption.