Whenever someone asks me why I am always in such a good mood, I tell them it is my ecstatic medicine.
I tell no one that I call medical marijuana my ecstatic medicine. Most of the people who feel they know me feel I am just a naturally cheerful person, but that isn’t the case, until I tried medical marijuana. I was a easily unhappy woman. I walked around like I had a grudge on my shoulder, but it had nothing to do with that. It was easier to keep people away than having them leave me, however any time I got close to someone, I would say or do something that made them hate me. I always thought it was easier that way, then why not let them hate me before they were afraid of me & walked away? When I met my wifey, she didn’t walk away from me. No matter what I said or did, she would quietly kneel & hold my hand, & let me spout out all the hateful things I was feeling. She would quietly tell me she knew I wasn’t irritated with her, but at myself. Two years later, she was watching the news & saw they were going to legalize medical marijuana. She did all the legwork needed to help me get a medical marijuana card, one of the top conditions on the list of conditions that would qualify you for medical marijuana was depression. She was sure medical marijuana would help me feel better. That’s why I now called medical marijuana my ecstatic medicine.